This blog is dedicated to the one boy in my life that i care most about and the amazing relationship we have together.

<3 Valentine’s Day <3

     So this was Jordan and I’s first Valentine’s Day as a couple! YAY! Sadly, though, we weren’t able to spend it together, but he was more than able to make it one special day! Every hour starting at 12 A.M., I got a special text from him! I wanted to show off what a super amazing boyfriend I have so here are each of the wonderful texts I got today! I love you Jordan!

1:00 A.M.- Tyler, the way you make me feel is indescribable. My heart bubbles over with joy at the sight of your beautiful face. Your personality is so fun, caring, and genuine, and its what made me fall madly in love with you. I love you! Happy Valentines Day! <3

2:00 A.M.- Hiya baby! I can still remember the first time I saw you in line marching at HBS. You made my heart drop instantly. You were my one true love at first sight Tyler, and forever I want to be with you. Happy Valentines Day!

3:00 A.M.- Well it’s 3am on Valentine’s Day, and I hope you’re fast asleep looking like a beautiful angel. I love you! Wish I could spend this special day with you, but being your one and only special someone is amazing to me! Happy Valentine’s Day!

4:00 A.M.- Woah 4am! You better be asleep sugar. If you haven’t noticed yet you’re gonna get one of these every hour. I wish I had something better for your valentines day. If we were together we would go on a hot date and then spend the night watching a chick flick and cuddling and having a good make out time :) Happy Valentine’s Day!

5:00 A.M.- 5 AM text! I want to let you know how loved you are Tyler! Not only by me, your boyfriend, but also my God, your creator. he made you in His image, formed you just the way you were supposed to be. You are amazing just the way you are. You are a son of the Most High and you are beautiful and amazing to me. Happy Valentine’s Day.

6:00 A.M.- Oh 6am. Thank God its not Monday Wednesday of Friday or I’d be waking up right now. I want to say how sorry I am for making your life so difficult in the past, and I want you to know that I will love you forever and always. Happy Valentine’s day! <3

7:00 A.M.- 7am…rise and shine for me. A new day. A new beginning. A new chance to honor God. A new chance to love others unconditionally. his mercies are new this morning. Good morning and Happy Valentines day! <3

8:00 A.M.- 8am. My first class is starting. I’ll prolly think of you 100 times during this hour and twenty minute class. That’s how much I think of you and love you baby! Must be nice to still be asleep, or maybe you’re up studying now :) Happy Valentine’s day! <3

9:00 A.M.- 9am. I don’t really remember when you usually wake up on Tuesday’s and Thursdays. I need to memorize your schedule like I did last semester. I’m so glad I can call you mine again! Love you so deeply! Happy Valentine’s day. <3

10:00 A.M.- 10am. I just want to thank you for sticking with me all this time. All the times I’m a jerk and have let you down in our relationship, you are what has held us together. So I thank you for that and I love you! Happy Galentine’s day! <3

11:00 A.M.- God has amazing things in store for you baby! I know that for sure! You are such an amazing person and God can use you in so many ways. I pray that you continue to cultivate your heart for God and that you continue to learn to surrender  all you are to Him. Love you! Happy Valentine’s day!

12:00 P.M.- (Card) Happy Valentine’s Day! Love you!

1:00 P.M.- Hey beautiful! It is now the afternoon, and I can’t stop thinking about you. i never can. Every waking moment you consume my thoughts. I love you so much Tyler William and I forever will! <3 Happy Valentine’s day!

2:00 P.M.- Babe! I’m so madly in love with you! You make me feel so amazing inside! The butterflies and the nervous goggles are so amazing and just a part of what you make me feel inside! Its such an honor to be you boyfriend! Love you! Happy Valentine’s day! <3

3:00 P.M.- Hey cutie pie! Hope you are having an amazing Valentine’s day so far! I hope you feel so very special! Every time I see your face I am blown away by your beauty and am reminded of how blessed I am to call you my own! Love you! Happy Valentine’s Day! <3

4:00 P.M.- Tyler, not only am I amazed by your beauty, but also by your personality. Your heart is so tender and compassionate. Your love is so real. You’re so witty and funny. You act so silly. Your smiled melts my heart. I love you! Happy Valentines Day! <3

5:00 P.M.- Dinner time. Wish I could be going on a romantic date with you right now. Wherever you want. My treat for my prince. But life gets the best of us sometimes and that’s not where we are right now, so we will make the best of it. So here is a toast to you my love! Happy Valentine’s Day! <3

6:00 P.M.- Dinner would probably be over by now. I’d walk you hand-in-hand back to my car. Go to a dark secluded area where we can see for miles and all of the stars in the sky. I would lean over to you and peck you on the lips, tell you that I love you, run my hands through your hair, and stare into you beautiful eyes. Then you pull me in for some hot making out. After a couple of minutes I pull away, out of breath, look back into your eyes and say “I love you, happy Valentine’s Day” <3

7:00 P.M.- Of course we would be all dressed up and cute cause of course you picked a fancy restaurant for us to go to. as we are sitting in the car staring into each others eyes you go in to kiss me hard again. After awhile you beg me to kiss your neck so I loosen and take off your tie and unbutton the top few buttons and begin sucking on your neck. Love you!! Happy Valentine’s day!! <3

8:00 P.M.- After awhile I unbutton the rest of your shirt and slip my hands up under you undershirt and start massaging your hot body. I climb on top of you and continue to make out with your hot lips and I grind my body up into you. After awhile of that you pull my shirt off and begin to kiss and lick my body up and down. I pull you back in close for a passionate kiss. Happy Valentine’s day!! <3

9:00 P.M.- After a while of that you lightly push me away from you. You say you’re ready to be done so I agree and kiss you and get myself dressed again and you button back up. I sit back in my seat and smile at you, tell you that you’re beautiful, peck you on the lips, and then drive away. Gosh I wish that story could be true. I love you! Happy Valentine’s day!! <3

10:00 P.M.- Well 10pm baby. Second to last one of the day. Thought I’d share this cute video! Love you so much!! Happy valentine’s day!

11:00 P.M.- Well this is the final one of the day. The final hour of valentines day. Although I cannot keep up this level of hourly texting, my love for you will be just as strong tomorrow and the next day and the next month and year and on and on I will love you Tyler. You are so beautiful and precious. Never forget that!! Love you! For the last time, Happy Valentines Day <3

     I can’t even begin to describe how amazing he made my Valentine’s Day feel even though we couldn’t spend it like every other couple. Some day we will have our turn and be together on this special day and go on that “hot date” or watch a “chick flick” and cuddle! I can’t wait to just be with him again!

3 months ago
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There is only one boy that I would even consider spending eternity with, and that boy is you babe!

There is only one boy that I would even consider spending eternity with, and that boy is you babe!

4 months ago
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<3

I love you Jordan Alexander McRae! You mean sooo much to me! I know I say that over and over but I really mean it! I know that I have let you down before and I want you to know that I have learned from my stupidity. You are the boy I want to spend eternity with! You are my one and only true love! I think about you often and miss you so much!

This past weekend was super amazing! Traveling to Texas to see you was the best! being on our own the whole time, being able to just be us, was even better! I miss every moment of our time we had together. The amount of love you give to me is amazing! I only hope that I show you the same amount of love!

Jordan, it’s been almost two months since you asked me out. What an amazing almost two months it has been! Thanks for everything you have done! I’m striving to be the best boyfriend I can be! I love you Jordan, please don’t ever forget that!

Love,

Tyler <3

4 months ago
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So…..

…there’s this boy, and I’m very much in love with him! not just some elementary or junior high school crush kind of love….i mean I FREAKIN love this kid! he is my everything! we can talk about absolutely anything together! i trust in him so much! he has made my life so amazing. he turned me on to Jesus. (SUPER HAPPY ABOUT THAT LAST ONE) i want to spend my entire life with this boy! i cant even begin to explain the feeling i get when we are together. this boy gave me the courage to come out to my parents! this is only a small sliver of insight as to why i love him so much and i could go on forever about how amazing he is! this boy has truly captured my heart! he is the love of my life for sure! this boy is absolutely gorgeous. so handsome, i cant even compare him to anyone else. he is absolutely that good looking! this boy, jordan mcrae, is my boyfriend. November 26, 2011

Jordan McRae, I LOVE YOU!!!!

6 months ago
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Lets buy one of these together and fly around the country!
i &lt;3 u Jordan!

i <3 u Jordan!

3 months ago
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Me and my best friend&#8230;.best friend is code for LOVE OF MY LIFE btw! &lt;3
fuckyeahgaycouples:

We are sooo so in love :) &lt;3

Me and my best friend….best friend is code for LOVE OF MY LIFE btw! <3

fuckyeahgaycouples:

We are sooo so in love :) <3

4 months ago
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I believe I had the most amazing Christmas break ever! These prove it! I love you Jordan!

5 months ago
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November 12, 2011

A new beginning!

6 months ago
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The best thing about me is you!

7 months ago
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